trapped.

I wan to get out of this. And live my own life.

current: working.

whooo.. jus to update you all my life.
i am workin and studyin at the same time..
school jus started.. but can be quite tiring..
really need to find time to do my studyin..
cos i know nuts about BIO!.
):

sounds like i am stuyin tamil..
have to start from the beginning.. ):

well.. working hard.. so that i can have more $$$.
to buy more stuffs.. and gong wo zhi ji for drving. (:

guys. i miss my bball mates.. long for a bball session tgt..
I WILL ORGANISE ANOTHER ONE OKIE!!! (:
hope more ppl can come. (:
really really miss those time we sit at coffee shop after trainin..
sit down and chill. (:

TIME FOR CATCHIN UP!!! (:

brrr.. is really cold here.. in this seminar room..
even when i am wearing a blazer..
haha..

everybody jiayou k.. uni can be tough..
but we have gone thru tougher times den this tgt.!
no matter wad.. you have BBGT! (:
we will walk tgt.

happy~

finally upload my songs into my itunes! (:

my com finally got songs.. and photos as well (:

わたしわあいあなた

holidays ending..

cant have more time..

gonna used minimal time.

to maximise your surprise.

battlefield.

gone down to nus recently.

to play ball.. to watch game too (:

jiayou! (:

i got 2 crosses on my legs... =.=

thanks to the strong strong sun!!!! TSK..

X X

je t'aime (:

feel....

relaxed.. (:

just hang around. do wad i wan to do..

be with the ppl i love most. (:

jiayou toorrow!

sucks to be me.

feelin down now. ):

trainin hurts my back.. and knee...

but well.. slimmed though..

this week...

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP!!

MY FIRST AND ONLY ONE!!

SO HAPPY!!

SO SHUANG!!

i have a com to use finally!

(:

is mac! hehe..

happy happpy happpy.

(: i am goin to go swimmin more offen!

to slim down and also to go recover my knee injury~

(: den become black black and slim slim! (:

today~

met up with kor kor and tham!

(: wander ard amk hub..

ATE ICHIBAN!

haha.. and walkin in CIRCLES! (:

jus catchin up.. (:

miss school life..

but enjoyin relaxed life now.. (:

here i am..

sittin in front of the com..

while others are studyin and makin friends.

well..

i jus read from the newspaper.

and it says..

" it will come as a natural consequence of the passion you have and the success to which that drive leads."

i hope that wad i gonna do will lead me to what i really wan. (:

i wont be one that shy away from obstacles.

i will be the one facing it.

proved that i am one that is not easy to be pushed-over!

my ah gong bathin..

haha.. i wan t bath tooo..

waitin for him to come out! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! 

so happy to celebrate singapore birthday.. (:

felt so proud saying the pledge just now.. so proud! (: 

this year ndp not bad.. though i din get a chance to enjoy the fireworks! (: 

one more day to start school..

well though i am not startin school.. 

but... i will look forward to my school okie! (: 

if only...

my new aim.. to be fit! 

okie.. i know is not new! but i will make the point to do this!

and i wan to chun qian to learn drivin.. i am goin to! (: 

so that i can drive u to school.. 

buttt... er.. have to wait k.. 

no money no car.. ): 

i jus came back from bball trainin.. (:
shedd a few spoons of FATS!
SLIM DOWN ALREADY!!! (:

ANW. MY LIVERPOOL IS SO COOL!!! (:
thought i will never have this opportuninty to see my favourties stars..
only can see them on TV!
is really very cool. super cool.. super duper cool!
I really enjoyed myself! hehe.. with B accompanyin me!.
HAHA! show u wad is the true liverpool spirit right!

(:

okie.. i shall go bath! (:

whao~
what a sporty week!! (:
i watched KOBE BRYANT on wed night~
AND i am goin to watch MY LIVERPOOL ON SUNDAY!!
THEY ARE HERE IN SINGAPORE! AND I AM GOIN TO SEE THEM TOMORROW! AT CLARK QUAY! HAHAHA.. YES!
MY LIVERPOOL IS HERE.. WHOOO. FEEL SO CLOSE TO THEM!!
okie.. pardon me for the anxiety..

i m goin to wear my red red colour shirt..
to support my LIVERPOOL!!hehe.. so happy!!!

LIVERPOOL JIAYOU (:

whao...

life have been so shuang...
no work.. no worries..
no need to have the thought that ** sian.. got work tomorrow**
hehe! FREEDOM (:

i can do wad i wan..
meet up with bballers..
go out to buy stuff.
do somethin meaninfull! (:
haven use my brain for 2 weeks alr!! hehee
but dun worry.. is not malfunctionin.. (:

hmmm.. abt uni stuff.. is kind of botherin me now..
who ask me din do well.. sigh..
but is okie..
thanks for somebody who told me this.
" jus remember tht if u know exactly what you wan and wan suits you, everything will be safe. cos you are doin yourself good. you know wad you wan.. and you will work hard for it. "
thankyou for tellin me this.. (:
i have learn to face the obstacles waitin infront of me.
though i know when time comes, i would wan to return back to my comfort zone..
BUT i also know. if i conqure these obstacles.. there is wad i wan infront! (:

(: i dun wan july to end so fast.. cos i am really enjoyin myself..
with the people around me.
with you..

LIVERPOOL IS COMING!! WHOOOOOOO (:

june has arrived...
half yeaar had gone...
wad have i done?
enjoyin life??? nahhh..
workin like the endless route..
contract ending soon!!!
i am going to enjoy myself!!!
i promise i am goin to enjoy myself!!!(:

life wasnt very bad ..
it have been great!
i have been doin things that i wan to do..
pei-ing the people i love.. n i wish i can be there for long..
meetin up wih my friends.. ah ma birthday~
earning money $$$ for my future..!
(: contented!

this would be a short post.. cos i am tired!!!! (:

p.s. i am doing something that i love most! (:

feelings..

why do ppl have long lasting friends..

why some friends can go thru all the difficulties.. 

and still be tgt as friends..

while some jus cannot..

perhaps is the difference in ppl.. 

okay..not that i din tried..

i tried.. i gave chances..

i hanged on..

but too much diff..

too scary to go on..

the prob doesnt lies with u.. 

the prob doesnt lies with me either.. 

cos nobody is perfect......

we tried.. but guess mayb we are too similar..

there is always prob..

but we nv say it out..

jus tot it will be solved..

some was.. but some wasnt..

friend.. i jus wan to say... 

u will always be my friend.. 

cant be close..

but i will still noe wad u are thinkin.. 

how are u.. hows ur life.. (:

happy for u.. be there for u.. 

(: 

u had changed my life.. and i really dun wan to lose u as my friend..

i know i wont.. (:

jiayou my friend!

i miss you noe.. 

how life everybody??

my life was good!(:
really enjoyin some part of my life and draggin the other parts of it. (:
try spending 24 hours with ur love ones..
u will enjoy it! (:

tired.

workin and stuff.
my heart jus cant stop beating..
tmr gonna work again..
i need to find somethin purposeful to do..
so that i wont waste the time down the drain..

gfvneub;rgjnlreugnlaefva;eugfhvalreurgbalebvalrebvliealr

sorry.. i am very tired now. ):

life is changing.

today i finally took a leave.

super tired alr. 

today leave. tmr off.

i got 2 days to rest.

(:

feel like i have lost contact to the outside world.

everyday jus revolve around work.

i dun wan. i wan to have life.

meet up with old friends. 

play ball with them.

all these i haven been doing..

time really seems not enough...

university.

everybody is anxious abt it. 

cos is like the next phase of our life.. 

it determine where we will be goin. 

which direction we are facing.

but i miss school. 

i miss everybody. 

i miss the past.

hmmmm.. is time to meet up with them. catch up with them (:

i promise i will do that! 

korkor!

one more week and u are free!

(but i wont be)

anw. we can do alot alot of things..

i miss talk to you.. 

seriously..

last seen you: THURSDAY!

tham.

u are the one that i miss alot.

really alot.

i think we need 2737234692367493274623979786473 days to catch up everythin in our life.

and we will. 

last seen you:NTU OPEN HOUSE 

xuyuan.

i noe i jus work opp u.. 

haha.. but we very very long nv see each other alr. 

dun worry. 

i will add more colours into your life.!

(:

last seen you: RESULT RELEASED

girlfriend.

haven seen u for a long time too!!

i mentioned u here!!

do i get some adding up on %%%%???

(: u jiayou too k! 

last seen you: RESULT RELEASED

ah ma.

i will be no. one!

HAHAHAHA.. 

u wait and see..

and will msg u every now and den!

last seen you: NTU OPEN HOUSE

buddy.

i miss you. 

i know u miss me too!

last seen you: DINOSAUR AGES

captain.

i miss your silly actions.

eatin lemons..

miss talkin to you..

miss playin ball with you.

last seen you: NTU OPEN HOUSE

moh.

our talk time.. 

i think take the lowest price plan from singtel also enough.

:P very long nv talk to you alr....

but i heard news abt u from kor!

last seen: NTU OPEN HOUSE

bao.

(: i noe u are fine.

thanks alot for everythin u have done. 

really appreciate it.

the call from you after result release speaks all.

thanks alot.

last seen: RESULT RELEASED

joyce.

happy for you that u did well(:

we will go down for trainin tgt soon(:

last seen: NTU OPEN HOUSE

yosin.

my long lost friend.. 

when are we goin to play ball tgt????

last seen: RESULT RELEASED

wileen.

friend. how are you??

i very very very very long nv talk to you alr.

miss talk to you....

last seen: RESULT RELEASED

zaza.

banana! jiayou for your work okie!

i noe u can endure past it!

(:

lets meet to eat pastamania.

but first. think we need to go joggin right?

last seen: ONE DAY ON THE WAY TO WORK.

peak.

hello peh. 

becareful at tioman!(:

kind of miss your craziness...

poor kids and ur sch...

(:

last seen: NTU OPEN HOUSE.

and my long lost friends...

nisa.

hope everythin is goin right for you.

(: i wish for the best for you.

and hope u will be happy everyday. 

liverpool rocks!!=P

ah le.

another friend that i miss alot..

glad that u are studyin nw.

jiayou okie.

u need help. i will be there. (:

ms.

happy for u that u have slimmed down.

(: and i noe u are strong enuf to move on. 

gal. pls take care of urself k..

(: i miss you..

for the above all.

last seen: ???

i miss you guys.

whoever had change my life and influence me.

i really miss you guys.

Co-lour-ful

(:
got back my results.. and is expected.
but i know i did my best.
i tried hard. and i did better den all my other exam in JC.
now i noe wad i wann do. so hope i can go in. (:

i went off after getting results.
and think made alot ppl worry abt me.
but dun worry.
i am really really fine.
i jus wan to relax and get my mind of the stress and tension of getting results. (:

to ppl who did well! congrats!
(: i am really happy for u all!. esp you..

captain! i salute you! whoo~
so happy to see ur name up there.
and the rest! i noe u all are happy with ur results! (:
really really glad to see that!

hmm. one thing that make me feel loved is that.
i noe i am not alone.
(:

these words~
COLOURFUL!

cant think of any title to write for this post.
cos there are many things goin in my head now. (:

now. life jus revolve around work.
work work work. abit sick of it.
but i noe. my work is one of the better ones alr.
but i need to work on sun.. ):
(which is like now)
drained.. feel like slackiin~~

(: on the brighter side.
i am happy with my life now. though is tiring.
but at least there are somethings that i love doin. (:

sometimes i think yuan fen is really the point that will change ur life.
when it comes. it comes.
u noe wad i mean right?
yeap.

and i learn to let go too.
i will let go the past. and await the future.
(:

i got a bobo! at the contract period..
if i not wrong is forever right?

work~

hello.. my blog is super dead.! 

so i am here to put up some pics!

abt my work place okie!

so sit back and relac.....

work there.. got 10 of us.. 

4boys... (man??) 

and 6 gals..

(:

haha.. gals like to eat.. like espicialy seafood.. i think. 

we went to newton circle.. and chomp chomp.. eat like thousand of food...

chomp chomp.. 

hahahaha.. see so clean.. we eat $16 worth of orh lua... if u noe wad is tt.. hehe..

okie.. i think my photo skill deprovin.. ): 

but i capture them smilin! (:(:

newton circle!!!!! excited!

haha.. we eat alot.. got youtiao.. =D

unglam photo... hehe

errr... i dunno wad she is eatin actualli... 

she and her ribena bottle!!!!

oh.. then on this stupid particular day...

it started rainin after work.. 

took this random pic.. and there is 3 ppl in the pic..

can u spot it?? hehe.. 

11 feb is a damm suay day.. ): 

tell u all next time.. 

oh and this pic was taken in the toilet.. hahahah

slackin~~~
talk in the toilet for 45 mins ba... hehe..
oh.. this is joy.. from NY too. (: 

she is the one who cant differentiate ice cream and birdshit.. =x

she is goin to kill me....

hehe.. ytd got one conver..

we saw a dog.. so i said...

ty : i bet is a female..

j : how u noe??? 

den she stare.... at the dog.. *STARE*

den i said. 

ty : at least got 50% chance she is a female lo...

j : HOW U NOE?!?!?!?!

ty almost faint...

can somebody pls help her to explain... 

hahaha..

life is so funny..

(:(:

:):):):)

okie.. have been handlin calls for one week alr.. 

the first call was really nervous.! 

slowly slowly.. den get the hang of it.!!

haha.. there were some funny calls..

1.

patrick here = patricia

sounds alike hor!

the caller was a guy.. and was ask wad is ur name..

he said ''patrick here..''

but it was heard as ''patricia'' a women's name.. =P

2.

and another one..

spell... DEFU.. D-E-F-U..

okie.. if u understand wad i am sayin.. 

hehe.. and got many more..

tell u went i meet u k! (:

ytd jus met up with kor kor and cherlyn! (:

whooo.. very long nv see cher alr!

so excited.. and they were laughin like mad..

i am too tired to laugh.. but it my heart i was smilin all the way!

is great to meet up with frens..

meet new frens.. miss old frens..

very long haven seen xy..dunno whether did she grow fat or not..

very long haven talk long long with kor kor.. miss her alot.. 

tham.. haven spent time with her..

my bball mates..

my class mates..

miss them like mad..!

is alr feb!! have known the workin ppl for one month alr.

(:

have a new fren! who dunno how to differentiate 

ICE CREAM & BIRDSHIT!

hahahahaha.. i dun see any similarity in them lo.. =X

haha.. she is from NY too~ 

dun have her pic yet. got alr den put up.. (:

great to hve this bunch of friends.

cos they make me enjoy workin!!! (:

behind every smiles lurks a sercret.

some comes~

others go~

was lazy to blog for the past few days..

now i am back! =D

goin to reach the last day of my work trainin...

tmr..

time flies~ 

so fast it had been alr one month! whoo..

can still remember the first day i step into tt trainin room!

haha.. is funny..

(:

went back trainin a few times..

really miss sch.. 

but when i am in sch.. i dun miss a single bit!

TSK.

is always like tt..

when we have it.. 

we dun treasure it.

when we dun have it...

den comes all the grumblin and missing...

TREASURE! 

must zhen xi the ppl ard u k! (:

i wan watch movie~

but got no movie...

come come.

make more movies.. hehe..

saturday~

meet up with pek and xy..

some form of 0701 meet up?? 

lol.. no matter wad.. 

we made a big big discovery!! =D

got this place at central (is at clark quey in case ppl tot is town.)

whoaa.. super nice de! 

we jus wanted to play the lift.. 

so we went up to 10 floor..

den we make our 

BIG DISCOVERY! 

haha. is a empty carpark but super nice view!

aiya.. hard to explain. but is really nice.

on our way down to on the super long escalator.

think it bring us down abt 5 floors..

so i was stunned when we suddenly reach the first floor! 

*first floor alr meh? *

on the escalator... 

the unexpected view! (:

oh.. den we found a spot to start our basking..

at the cq station..

preparing to start...

oh.. haha.. but b4 we start..

here is our model of the day.. 

advertising a grape sweeeett..

let me bring u thru the photosss...

take 1. REJECTED. *too nervous*

take 2. REJECTED. (camera man lousy.. my fault my fault. =P )

aiya.. she took this herself.. 

camera man sacked! T.T

this one also.. took it herself..

haha.. funny peak siah!

have been months since i last see u!

still nv change. as cheerful and crappy as u are..

jus tt now u have to mian dui all the kids.!

and use ur ji jiang fa to bully them..

haha.. but they dun understand..

so u can try continue to be ur ULTRA MAN!.

or mayb... can try to be huang fei hong next time. =x

(:(:

happy to meet up with them! (:

-----------------------------------------------------

den i go find my mama. 

and eat dinner with her and my mei mei.

cheap dinner.. but nice food! (:

den walk with them to victoria theatre. 

cos my er jie performing..

i nv go.. 

so i u-turn.. 

and walk along the SPORE RIVER!

nice nice.. 

everytime walk along tt river make me feel very happy..

ehh. is not some any how chapalang river okie!.

is.. SPORE RIVER!!

(:

mayb next time when u walk with me den u can feel it! (:

the happiness!!!

LOL.. 

den i went to meet xy againinin...

hahahaha.. go jalan jalan at j8.. lol.

cos dun feel like spendin my week ends at home alone.

wa.! and played the arcade bball thing.

i sucks at it lo. 

first level also din go thru! =s

dun laugh at me la...

anw.

(: tyxy!

beautiful things are meant to be waited for.

(:

i had waited for some..

more to come!

THE BUMP

mr bump!

super cute hor! (:

fall down but still stand up with a smile! (:

BUMP BUMP BUMP!

dun move. stay right there.

lol. have u come b4 this situation where u are stuck at a spot?
move to the left- cannot
move to the right- *shake head*
move to front or back-- sure die.
front back left right....
u jus cant move.
not a single step.

life is like tt.
every step has its own consequences..
choose the right step.
even if u choose the wrong one.
have courage to face the consequences.

--------------------------------------

marina.
went there 3 times this week!
2 times with kor kor..
(: love the place.
cos is not as squeezy as orchard rd!
hehe! walk walk walk..
from marina..
to square.
MARINA SQUARE! (:

love my work place! (:
the ppl there are really nice!
jus hope tt we can jus go on trainin for 6 mths!
and no need to face complain customers!!!! =s
SCARY hor...

-------------------------------------

thoughts thoughts.
NV COMPARE.
be yourself and stop wasting vinegar!!!

one week~

i finally gan jue dao de fridays shiok-ness..

cos there is no work on sat.

(: (: (: (:

can slack at night.. sleep at 3 plus 4..

cos next day no need wake up early for work!!!! (:

but i did wake up early to play ball today..

BBGT carnival!

one yr once event.

nice event to play with seniors.. and also our juniors (:

and also with MY BATCH of BBALLERS!

though tmr sure have muscle ache de..

lol. and thanks for the BBQ! (:

is a good time the slog ard in sch..

catch up with the rest..

=D

work~

have been a week.

well it was fine. 

cos currently is jus trainin (:

not yet pickin calls and stuff.

but the ppl there are friendly.

the trainers are too..

fun fun.. hope things will get even more better! 

one more day to rest..

better have enuf rest~

and take care of ur legssssss!

(:

my patience is runnin out.

so start thinkin in my shoe. 

BASKETBALL~

today attendance was GOOD!!

we got 6 ppl comin down to play ball!! whoo..

it has been really long since we play ball until so happy alr!!

nei shang all the way!! lol

i shuldnt say wad happen.. if nt ah ma will kill me!

hehe.. but i was really super fun playin bball with u all! (:

dunno wad will happen to me if i nv started play ball!

mayb... i will be super round now? plump and cannot be recognise!!

lol.. but glad. i did!!

i got a job.

lol.. it was a long wait cos i wanna slack more. (:

nw..startin work lo.! fang xin. 

i will give my best!

to those who haven got a job..

soon okie! it will come to u de..

dun worry too much.(:

ms. i noe u will take care of urself.

now enjoy urself as well (:

thoughts

the earth is round.

so things will come back one way or the other (:

treat others true.

and they will treat u the same way.

be true k. (:

the earth is our play ground.

but we just loss this thinking as we grow up (:

find it back!

NEW YEAR!

oh. i went to see fireworks as usual (:

hehe.. very nice!!

FIREWORKS OF 2009

this is my best pic alr.. nice hor?

hehe. BOMB!!

this one ar.. abit ugly..

but not bad alr la..

the rest is qian bu de guang one.. =x

 
took this on my papa taxi.

010109!!

use for ezlink de la.. dunno next time go on taxi and see! (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

2009!! 

my resolutions this yr..

IS FOR EVERYBODY TO BE HAPPY!!

for me..

to keep my old friends in my heart..

forgive and forget!

BYE 2008!