tireddd.

i think sg ppl are really crazy!

they shop from 

start. 8.30

to

end. 10.30

non stop lo!!

and i stood there for so long..

BUT i am not the shopper okie...

i am the cashier.. lol

poor me..

haha. but i did enjoy the experience

certainly learn new things! (:

being cashier is not easy.. 

next time i buy things i must treat them better!!

haha.. 

i will smile to them widely....

and say THANK YOU!!!

den they will think..

'' wad a nice customer!!''

smile~

HAHAHAHAA

i nw sufferin from LNG symdrome..

you should noe wad they are..

depletin all my strength from me~~

okie! i need to go rest so my power will increase again (:

Whooooooo.. POWER UP!!

hehe.. oh and sbdy nose is commaa..

-,-

growin up..

does growing up really equals to less happy?

SOCCER.

Singapore 0 - Vietnam 1

lol.

who cares abt the result..

i think we played well! (:

this my second time goin to national stadium..

cheerin for singapore team!

EH..! but i am very faithful to my liverpool hor!!

dun misunderstand... hehe..

see see.. this is our stadium..

look quite empty hor..

hahas. cos we arrive too early..

kiasu.. =x

the crowd..

super alot alot ppl!

think was full attendance. (:

they warming up..

look like taiwan sausages...

oohh. this is our new friend for the day.

(: ginger bread man..

the face a bit oily hor..

me and oily 4!

okie.. den we tried to take pictures..

quite a failure..

TAKE 1. move too early.

TAKE 2. my head kana cut off.

TAKE 3. finally a better one.

FINAL TAKE. 

hahahah.. i took this!! 

(: hao lian~

and this two boys..

haha.. look at their shirts!! 

this is den call the true soccer fans...

lol.. 

(: first time heard such a loud national anthem..

lol.. everyday in sch one sounded so dead..

think everybody one shot scream out 10 yrs of national anthem at the stadium lo..

haha.

the atmosphere was cool~

and that is the diff btw watchin soccer at hm!! 

ENJOYED!!

soccer is not always boring okay..

it was nv borin for me! (:

------------------------------------------------------------

 today.

whoo.. i struggled to stay awake today..

slept only 4 hrs..

woke up at 6 to go play ball at jjc..

almost died.. 

play until 11..

den go shaw hse.. lol...

interview some stuff..

super tirin..

i slept thru my whole train ride..

first time..

rush hm to change and go for trainin..

but din go in the end.

cos my knee hurts.

and tired.. 

slept for 2 hrs!

undisturbed~ 

SEE.. i am a busy women! hahaha (:

no bluff. 

BYE.

busybody is out of the way.
go on.

my mood today...

sucks..

dun open ur mouth

din talk much today..

=x

haha.. sometimes talk too much equal no good. 

hard way.. soft way.. 

lol..

dun wan to talk abt it..

Buddy.

this is me and my buddy. (:

she is lost..

anybody see her must tell me okie!

i miss my buddy..

haben been tokin to her for quite a while alr. 

miss those days when u send me msg durin my A's..

ni pao dao na li alr?

):

pictures(:

late photos. hehe.

i w sw at marina square.

whoo.. saw big big elmo!

and i din know cookie monster is so fat one.

see the blue blue thing..

elmo is super cute..espcially his legs. (:

got the orange and yellow character also.

but i dunno how to spell their name. E and B..

cookie monster looks hungry!
look like angmoh when she see food. =x

BIRTHDAY! 

still in my birthday mood~

got presents....

from my mei mei.

slippers from fourskin. (:

nice hor..

oh.. this is a thousand year old ship.!

found under the deep deep blue sea...

and aboard...

there is tons of treasures!!

our friendship! (:

this is my mama give de!!!!

super big huge enormous... blanket!

hehe..and v nice to hug also.

spongebob!!!

pictures(:

no title.

today is my third day of 18.
whoo.. past few days haven been eatin non stop.
sakura.nydc.swensen.
u will see a fat fat ty.. (:

nydc.
went with sw.tham.joyce.
hehe.. and we all eat bake rice.
fan tong noe?hehe
i received a big big ship.with anchor on it!
damm cool la. i like (: is the ship for my spongebob!
BIKINE BOTTOMS!
den they give me a susprise with a....
is it...? i forget wad is it called but is a pie.and icecream on it.
yea.and stupid tham sing my name so loud.
happy birthday to TINGYING...!!!
i was like.. O.O stunned..
lol.
thanks thanks! at least i did blow a candle!
MY FIRST CANDLE OF 18!!
(:

blah blah blah.
i played ball today..
T.T
i think hurt my knee again.
need to find my lost knee guard.
anybody seen it.? T.T
stayed at home to recuperate.
din go out with sw.
both of us are tired.(:

nite.
went to swensen!! to eat icecream..
see. told u. u will seee a fat fat ty..
hehe.. no more junk food for me...
at least for one day. =P
lol.eat and go home.

tada.....
watchin soccer now!
brb.
jy liverpool fc~~

EIGHTEEN..

wow.. i am finally 18! (:
happy 18 for me!!!
though the yr is endin..
haha.. but i dun care!
18.. 18.. 18!!!!
WOAH!!!!

here are some first thingss that happen on my 18th years of life!

first birthday wish cum birthday song-
zahzah from kl!! (lol.. i mean she is in kl right now.. she is SINGAPOREAN..)

first present i received-
i might say it wont b peak siah blog. (:
super touched by the STRONG ADVERTISMENT of me!
hahaha.. thanks thanks..i think is really super nice lo.. though alot of my unglam photos..
ni zhen you xin le! (:

first 5 hrs of my 18 birthday.
talkin to this silly gal online.. tham tham.
haven been talkin to u for quite awhile. (:

first swensen icecream.
went to eat swensen with jw at tpy..
hoho.. so long nv see him alr.. (:

first pool game.
den me and him go play pool..
and he is super pro.. lol..everytime play.. of cos la...
but i wasnt that bad also lo..
i won him cos he hit the black ball in..lol.. if u understand..
haha.. thanks jw..(:

first cake of the yr.
oh.. that was from my pai ka friend. (:
i was INVITED to her hse.. see her until sian.. =x
haha.. jkjk.. but it was really nice for her to get this cake for me..
very big piece of cake lo..
and i have to finish it myself.. FAT FAT..
yup.. and the MERCY choco.. hehe..
tyxy(:

first soccer match.
hahaha.. man u was held draw!!! whoo!! 2-2
though not liverpool playin.. but i am as happy tt man u din win..
lol!!

first buffet.
SAKURA.SAKURA.
i am super full lo..
almost turn into ball..
i said almost.. so haven turn yet..
hehe! me mama treat..as usual. (:

hehe.. and so on.. (:
is not only the first tt matters! every single that happen matters!!
(: thanks for all the wishes..
and all the presents.
wa.. this yr me mei mei buy slippers for me..
super happy! my da jie bought a shirt.. my mama bough a super big blanket!
is not jus a usual blanket!
is SPONGEBOB!!! super absorbent!!!!
cherlyn say can absorb all my saliva..
quite true hor.. hehe!
i so happy cos rarely receive present from my fam.. (:
happy happy 18!

go 17.. come 18.. (:

my wish for 18.
....
...
..
okie! cannot say out! (:

oh.. and this is my first post for 18!!! hehe..
i will post some pic next time..
lazy.. (:

thanks everybody!! (: love ya lots!!

(:

happy day..today.

though is a rainin day..

but i enjoy myself.. (:

eat alot alot alot hotdogss frm ikea.

haha.. my fav! and is only $1. :D

i dun mind u say i cheapo..

cos i like hotdoggs! (:

the last time i go to the old ikea was v long ago le..

hehe..but the hotdogss still the same.. $1 ONLY!!

oh.. and i wan to ride bicycle..

but my dear mama dun let..

she say v dangerous..

):

you think if i wear helmet she will let me ride?

or full body armour!

hmm.. i will nag her everyday.. until she let me ride!!

HAHAHA!! thats my evil plan..

(: anw.. zah zah goin overseas tmr..

take care lo.. buy present for me buy present for me!

a few words is enough. (:

you make my day.

day out.

lol..i sleep from 3am.. to 1pm..
den i eat.. and sleep from 3pm to 7pm..
omgosh..my sunday jus gone like tt.. haha..

we brought our ah gong out today..
(: no doubt i look at my ahgong more den i look at the shopping stuffs..
cos he is so funnny.. wondering like a small kid like tt.. scare he will be lost any moment.. haha.
but.. it was fun. :D
he said : 为什么没有老人的？
lol. i dunno how to ans him..

eh.. i dunno why got this underlinin thing..
dunno how to get rid of it lei..!
weird weird de..
bully me this com noob...
i am goin to stop typin... ;P

To know or not to know..

as ppl grow up..
the word naive gets further from us..
some times i wonder..
is it better to know everything..
or
is it better to be ignorant towards everythin..

somethings.. if we dunno..
we wont think so much..
we wont be bothered..
we WOULD be carefree.. (:
but in reality..
that would be impossible..
far far from it..

hmmm..
if i can pretend..
that i dunno anythin..
i will be myself..
i can be myself..
haha.. but i cant act..
so.. jus cant keep them inside..
lol..
some random thoughts.. hehe..

today..
went out with sh..
drag for 2 weeks.. finally met up with her. (:
ate pepper lunch..watch movie..
haha.. i watch tt movie b4 alr!
anw..
went to one-leg friend hse after tt..
improvin hor..progressin..
haha.. reachin the finishin line soon.. (:

yawns.. tired..! meetin zah zah tmr!
go walkaton....lol

lalala.. :D

fate just arrive..

have u ever think..
why some days are made special to you...
while some are jus ordinary mondays or tuesdays..

special days are made by special people..
and well..
fate brought us together. =D
so treasure it..
others may think yesterday is jus a normal workin day.or a normal slackin day..
but to some..it will be a meaningful day!
so thank these special people for making these days special..

MOH.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
u are 18 alr.. wait for me k! =D
hope u enjoy ur 18th birthday..
cos one life time only got once. =)

i love trainin~~ =D

Pre-Prom..

have been shoppin for 4 consecutive days lo!

is not easy lo.. super tiring..

and i hate shoppin lo.. okie la. hate ia a strong word so i am not goin to use it.

i dun like shoppin...... this sound better...

walk until leg break also dunno wad to buy for prom..

den no money to buy wad i wan! haha..

i will save money to buy u!!=D

2008 is endin..

well thinkin back..

this year have been quite happenin for me..

all the ups and downs..

left and right?

haha.miss all of them.

cos they make me grow.

.realise.change.mature.

some change me for the better..

some change me for the worst..

and.think everythin will jus keep changin..

nothing is impossible.

nothing is constant.

nothing is perfect.

but not everythin have to be perfect! =D

a smile without a perfect curve.

is still a smile.

and a smile that makes people smile. =D

hello EVERYBODY!
As IS OVER!!!..well thou dun feel very INsecured..
life still have to go on..
down to..BALLING!..PLAYING.. EATING..SLEEPINGGG!!and mayb work..=P
da jia enjoy k! this will be our last long long long holi...=D

hoho.. but dunno why this few days havin diarrhoea...
eat..diarrhoea..eat..diarrrhoea..eat..diarrrrrhoeaaa!!
therefore conclusion..
i dun dare to eat lo......
no eat=no diarrrrhoea! (advice from future doc..! (me!) )

hmm.. yup.. so i stayed at hm the whole day..
worryin for this person..
xy.. must take care k!
i noe u are strong..
strong gal.. jiayou k!
it may be tough now.
but u have ur friends ard.
we are here k.! =D
i know u can do it~ :))
and.... i decideed not to find work so fast..
but hard to say also..!
i miss my friends...
still wan to slack ard and play ball..
so yup!

now is play ball.. eat.. sleep.. run.. play ball.. eat sleep run...

xuyuan.. jiayou!!

:))

5 days start today!
a pat on everybody back!

good news for all of u...
LIVERPOOL WON MAN U!! :)))
hehe.. happy happy!!
so..logically.. support liverpool and u will be happy!!


ni de hao~ wo quan dou zhi dao~~
nice nice..

hellos people...!
everybody is in the mist of preparin for prelims..
congrats to those that have finished!!

but well.. there is still As..
jiayou everybody...

take a break of you are tired..
stop and rest. helps!! =)

on a lighter note..
jus wan to tell every frien tt i treasure..
since the day i dong shi..
u have filled my life with full of colours..!
really thankful that i have u guys..
so if i have no time for u all..
sorry sorry..
i will pay back!!!hehe...
okay!!

but jus for this special fren.
remember i am here.always.

this is a TURN RIGHT sign!! obviously... :)

EVERYTHING WILL TURN RIGHT OKAY~~
JIAYOU EVERYBODY
JIAYOU SOMEBODY
JIAYOU NOBODY!!

chiong all the way!!..

:) << this is a smiley...
) << this is a no eyes smiley!!
cos the eyes roll off alr.... -.-

We always feel bad & think that good things happen only to others.
But we forget that we are others for someone else.

hoho.. suddenly feel like puttin up some random pictures!! from australia!! :)) miss aus alot noe.. had really great fun there! :)

IN AUSTRALIA~~~

eatin our first meal in aus! SUBWAY!!! er...but they dun look haappy?!?

ohh..when i am on the plane..... ARRIVAL! :)

heidi, ah pek, and zah zah!! 3 pastic ppl!

guess who am i?

pek cannot take it le..heidi's snorin too loud!!

zah and me! we got white teeth!! :D jealous ma?

b4 flyin off.. all smiles!
she took my glasses.... cool hor..! haha.. here is oily 1 and 3 getting excited over australia food!!!!

it was rainin here.. super colded..! see the one in pink!

oh.. and i put this cos.. i find it weird tt people love takin pictures of trees without leaves.. poor singapore trees.. nobody like them..

jiayou ppl! tml is friday.. super fast week again! :)

sometimes.

showin black face wont help.

and it only make things worst.

i noe this.. and hope u noe this too.

:) 

i looked forward to playin bball..

cos i noe i can have real fun..

sorry for spoilin tt friday..

i promise i will nv do it again!

i found my goal now! =)

and i hope to score in it soon!

sch is startin again..
papers are flowin in like nobody business..
haha..
hope u reach ur goal!
or mayb near it la!
:)

sometimes..
u think u noe..
but actualli u dunno..
there is a point in doin everythin.
wad is ur point?
jus random rubbish..=)
i am tryin to sound pro noe.. :)

a conver btw me and my er jie..

er jie: i think we should have a full length mirror in our room!
me: huh!!
er jie: ??why dun wan lei??
me: cos the full length mirror cannot see my head..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9F9q_k5TWqo

2 paper down! =)
add oil add oil.! chemistry!!

i miss bball..i miss being fit..though i think i not very fit..haha!but.. when i see ppl play ball.. all the joys jus flow back.. whoa.. bball really change my life.. in a positive way.. let me see.. i have learn alot of things..and still learning now..
all the great friends i had met through bball..
i miss u guys..
i miss bball..

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JIAYUN!! =)

well.! happy birthday to you!!
finally 18..(xian mu....i have to wait for like 6 more months!?!?!)
anw.. today got a small small celebration for her..
promise to have another formal and big one after mid-yrs k?! =)

but.. is a well-wishes-gone-wrong day..
FIRSTLY!
i delicate a birthday msg to jy at 98.7

1.i tot nobody will listen to 98.7.. cos everybody will be thinkin of today maths paper!! but! when i reach sch.. it seems like everybody heard.. T.T--- worst.. like only jy din hear it.. haha.. but i din wan her to hear too.. so paisei.. :x

2.i tot nobody will know it is from me. cos i put it as TY!!! "msg from ty".... but! they noe it is from me...

failure.. next time dun wan to send in delication le.. T.T..

hahas.. anw.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ENJOY UR 18 BIRTHDAY!! =)

I.M.M.S

YESTERDAY


I thought our days would last forever
But it wasnt our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time,
but I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strengh in the moments we made
I am lookin back on yesterday.

A: "wa!! the bus super long today!!"
B: "??.. i tot all the buses are same in length?!?"
-.-
hahs.same random crappin today..=x

will you be mine?

i need a concentration pill! anybody have one?

...
...
...
..
.
hahas. nvm. i have rested. going back to study!=)
actualli. you are the pill.

At one point in your life you either have the thing you want or the reasons why you don't.

ppl say i am emo..

I AM OKIE!! =)

cos i finally see the light.

love somebody deeply is like being hooked on drugs.

i wasted you.!

anybody noe wad this mean?
hahas.
jus some random conver in my dreams.=P

hoho.. i am back from aus..
in one piece!! =) like the shape of hour-glass like tt! hehe
aus was very fun! i like the cold weather most!=D
and takin photos!! =)
how are u all in singapore.?
u noe i feel so weird without usin handphone.
cannot contact u all.. i feel so sad noe.
cant believe i din use phone for seven days.! hahas.

i wont upload the pic now. cos must prepare for exam! =)
u ppl also okie? jiayou! make full use of the remainin days! and jiayou! =)

miss u guys..
hope u all are studyin and enjoyin hard okie! =)
miss u guys!

sometimes we walk alone.
sometimes we walk together.

i am flyin!!

midnight flight today..

everybody in singapore..

u have to take good care of urself okie?

i will be back soon!! and hopefully with presents!! =)

be right back in seven days!! =)

wan anythin can sms me before i fly!!

the only thing that is constant on the earth.. is CHANGE..
i am sorry.

suppose to be a picture of sunrise..

hahas.

hope it look like.. =)

my first sunrise image..

look like this..

i will be standing here..
lookin from here. =)

refferin to u!!

is changin..
everythin is..
changin to things tt we dun like..
changin to the way tt we hated...
changin to the way tt we cant accept..


but i once read this..
"we are born not to change the universe. we are born to change ourselves."

yup..
will change..
but i will be there for u.

a love story..
ended..

a nice story..
that will be kept deep in my heart..

the end.

if one day i nv sms u.
if one day i stop sms-ing u.
if one day we lost contact.
......
is not that i dun care u anymore.
is not that i have forgotton u.
.....
i am always here for u.
whether u need me or not.
call my hotline..it will nv change..
give me a missed call also can..
.....
there is sombody at this very part of the earth..
lookin after u..

less is the same as more...
less freedom is the same as more nagging.
less happy times is the same as more unhappy time.
less happiness is the same as more unhappiness.
less smile is the same as more frowns.
less food is the same as more hungry.
less work is the same as more sleepin time.blah blah..

hahas..
so....
less unhappiness is the same as more happiness!!
less frowns is the same as more smiles!!!
smile more people..
u choose the life u wan..
and i choose to be happy!!! (if i can..sometimes...there is no choice.)

imu.
all that is left are dreams.
somebody is alr there for u.
but i am always here for u!=)

i need to repair my phone..
feel so handicapped lo..
so many buttons cannot press!!! hahas..
think u all use my phone also get irritated sia!! hahas..

hahas.. and on the way home today..
damm funny..!
laugh until i have absss!!

my mei b-day..
went to bought a bag with my er jie..
so ma fan lo....
we were decidin btw a $21 reebok bag! and a $50 adidas bag!!!!!!!
the adidas bag is so much smaller lo!! hahahahahahas!!
in the end..(after like 10 hrs of argument!!)
the adidas bag... -.-
at least i can use!! (so next time dun laugh when u see me with a adidas bag)

I.M.T.F.F.T

=) myd..

havin a break..

one tt i needed right now.. =)

hope everybody is happy..

is not easy being happy all the time..

but i will try my best to be there to make u happy. =)

i will be happy as long as u are..

promise! cross my tongue and swear to my heart.!

found

this

random

picture..

hahas..

at least my face wasnt swollen in the pic!!!

love is about lettin u be happy.

love is about lettin go of u if u wan to..

love is not selfish..

love is.....a smile on ur face..

love=less than 3(if u understand!!! )

mon tues wed thurs fri.... SAT & SUN!!!
time flies so fast hor... week past and past..
so fast and i did not realise it is already fri tml!! another weekend comin..!!

last weekend we jus won our first trophy!!! u guys really rocks!! =)
never forget the moment tt we cheer for each other..
the feelin was really fanstatic.. =)
=) and i get to play too.. haapy with tt lo... =D

recently happen alot of stuff..
win champion.
make class jerseys..
mr seng not here..
went up stage..
sleep in lectures..
sign result slip...
funny chem lesson!!! PARAmeter!! KA-pacity.!!!
sing song like nobody business..
bought sport bra..
got kisses..
sweet dream vs nightmare.. =P
lalaland... whoooo..!

hahas.. i love my life now!! with kor kor's armpit.. my ec kisses.. O.O
yeah!! lets jiayou!!

ppl.. dun get too stress k? no matter wad u can come find me..
we stress together..! one person accompany wont feel so lonely..!
=) hectic weekend ahead..

oh.. and i no need to pay $90 for my spec!!
yeah yeah yeah!! save up 90 lo....

haaha..and recently got this thing..
but i guess most of u will find it ugly when u all look at it..
but when i look at it..
it look so damm nice lo.. hahas..
i had a new mirror!!! =D

argh.. cut my hair..
should be a happy de..
but my fringe so short!!
how to be happy!! -.-

jiayou everybody!!

dun wanna keep writin about sch..
abit no life now.. but bo bian...
sch is like tt..
hahahas.. after everythin. i wan to go do things den i miss..

yeah..! wont blog tt much though..
just came to encourage everybody to jiayou!!

bbgt! jiayou for a div..
i will be here to cheer u all on..
always be there for all of u.
jiayou jiayou jiayou!!
=D

sheryl..thanks for the concern..
i am alright! =)
u take care of urself too k?

and xy.. dun keep sleepin le k?
one day lalaland will kick u out!!
jiayou together okie? study hard!!!

=) off to start my engine all over again.. -.-

exams are almost over.
left one last paper.
but not really happy.
cos i know i will not be doin well..-.-
sian-ed.
have to face all the naggins again..

when the exam arrived.
especially on tues.( math and geog!!!)
i am more of glad den worried.
cos i can finally can let go all the stresssss!

hahas. but now i am worryin.. -.- -.- -.- -.-

not i dun wan to do well.
i studied!
but there is too much things to study.
and the things i study nv come out!! hahas..
stupid organic chem..

okie. but truthfully.
i jus haven got the motivation to study.
is hard to concentrate. hahas..
is always when i scared den will study de...

hahas. nvm.. i promise i will study for midyears..
okie?
GOH TING YING promise tt she will study really hard for mid years.
i still got time.
for mid years.

one last paper..
i will go study for it now. =)













HAPPY EASTER DAY!!
made some eggs...
but no pictures
T.T
cos my phone de camera spoil..
T.T T.T T.T

think cos take too much of my pictures..?? hahahahaha..
neh mind.. i will bring to repair.. $.$

lastly.. to all the people that are havin exam..
or are still havin exam!!!
jiayou okie!! =)
life will be back to normal after all these stupid exam...
tahan a bit more.. =D

my organiser reads 1.

1 last day to block test.

-.-

stress.

i think i will die.

i did study.

but it seem too much/many/alot/plenty/loads/masses/heaps/a huge amount of things to study.

perhaps i started too late ba.

time is runnin out.

and i bloggin here!! hahas!

okie la. i am here jus to destress!

after this. i will bath and off to study again.

everybody jiayou!

bbgt all the way.!

i miss you guys alot.

i miss trainin.

i miss bball.

i miss the court.

i miss all the cheerin.

all the shoutings.

jiayou guys! =)

i told xy.

i study until my mind are all blocked.

u know wad she say?

cos we are studyin for block test!!

BLOCKED TEST! -.-