well..

i was readin some stuff.. and the sudden wave of sadness just filled me.

): people are so hard to understand. so hard to break thru the thick fat wall they build around themselves with lies..

feel so hurt.

feel that all the trust. jus disappear with a twitch of an eye. ):

well.

you can cont acting all you wan. cos i wont be stupid to take in anymore stories.

you dun know how much hurt you put on others when they trusted you so much.

cos you dun even give a damm of their feeling. all of wad you think. is only you you you.

protect yourself for all you wan.

jus wan you to know.

the trust will not be the same.

but i still wan them to be the same.

sigh.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! =D

2010! wow! and i am 20 years old already! old old old.

but this is wad should be done every year on this day. so that you wont spend the whole year to waste! =D

i shall name my resolution carefully.. and till next year on this day, i will tell myself. i have done all these! =D

okay.

1. i sure will wan to slim down. and i will work on it. i will.

2. smile. i smile alot this year. but i wan more next year. i will be as happy as i can.

3. to save up money. my target? i wont write it here. haha. but if you wan know can ask me! i will save up $$ for my next 8 months of work! so that i can enjoy my holis after tt. (:

4. to keep my friends. i really hope. that all my friends will be tgt. cos as we grow older. friends fade away. i wan to keep you. (: dun run away okay friends!

5. study hard. yes i will! from this minute onwards! find back my pri 3 energy!! hahaha. cos i did really well tt year.. =.=

6. everybody in my family. to be safe and sound. and tt includes you.

okay.. 6 not much hors! =D i will remind my self constanly. =D

HAPPY TO HAVE YOU ALL! =D

Terms and Conditions Apply. (:

trapped.

I wan to get out of this. And live my own life.

current: working.

whooo.. jus to update you all my life.
i am workin and studyin at the same time..
school jus started.. but can be quite tiring..
really need to find time to do my studyin..
cos i know nuts about BIO!.
):

sounds like i am stuyin tamil..
have to start from the beginning.. ):

well.. working hard.. so that i can have more $$$.
to buy more stuffs.. and gong wo zhi ji for drving. (:

guys. i miss my bball mates.. long for a bball session tgt..
I WILL ORGANISE ANOTHER ONE OKIE!!! (:
hope more ppl can come. (:
really really miss those time we sit at coffee shop after trainin..
sit down and chill. (:

TIME FOR CATCHIN UP!!! (:

brrr.. is really cold here.. in this seminar room..
even when i am wearing a blazer..
haha..

everybody jiayou k.. uni can be tough..
but we have gone thru tougher times den this tgt.!
no matter wad.. you have BBGT! (:
we will walk tgt.

happy~

finally upload my songs into my itunes! (:

my com finally got songs.. and photos as well (:

わたしわあいあなた

holidays ending..

cant have more time..

gonna used minimal time.

to maximise your surprise.

battlefield.

gone down to nus recently.

to play ball.. to watch game too (:

jiayou! (:

i got 2 crosses on my legs... =.=

thanks to the strong strong sun!!!! TSK..

X X

je t'aime (:

feel....

relaxed.. (:

just hang around. do wad i wan to do..

be with the ppl i love most. (:

jiayou toorrow!

sucks to be me.

feelin down now. ):

trainin hurts my back.. and knee...

but well.. slimmed though..

this week...

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP!!

MY FIRST AND ONLY ONE!!

SO HAPPY!!

SO SHUANG!!

i have a com to use finally!

(:

is mac! hehe..

happy happpy happpy.

(: i am goin to go swimmin more offen!

to slim down and also to go recover my knee injury~

(: den become black black and slim slim! (:

today~

met up with kor kor and tham!

(: wander ard amk hub..

ATE ICHIBAN!

haha.. and walkin in CIRCLES! (:

jus catchin up.. (:

miss school life..

but enjoyin relaxed life now.. (:

here i am..

sittin in front of the com..

while others are studyin and makin friends.

well..

i jus read from the newspaper.

and it says..

" it will come as a natural consequence of the passion you have and the success to which that drive leads."

i hope that wad i gonna do will lead me to what i really wan. (:

i wont be one that shy away from obstacles.

i will be the one facing it.

proved that i am one that is not easy to be pushed-over!

my ah gong bathin..

haha.. i wan t bath tooo..

waitin for him to come out! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! 

so happy to celebrate singapore birthday.. (:

felt so proud saying the pledge just now.. so proud! (: 

this year ndp not bad.. though i din get a chance to enjoy the fireworks! (: 

one more day to start school..

well though i am not startin school.. 

but... i will look forward to my school okie! (: 

if only...

my new aim.. to be fit! 

okie.. i know is not new! but i will make the point to do this!

and i wan to chun qian to learn drivin.. i am goin to! (: 

so that i can drive u to school.. 

buttt... er.. have to wait k.. 

no money no car.. ): 

i jus came back from bball trainin.. (:
shedd a few spoons of FATS!
SLIM DOWN ALREADY!!! (:

ANW. MY LIVERPOOL IS SO COOL!!! (:
thought i will never have this opportuninty to see my favourties stars..
only can see them on TV!
is really very cool. super cool.. super duper cool!
I really enjoyed myself! hehe.. with B accompanyin me!.
HAHA! show u wad is the true liverpool spirit right!

(:

okie.. i shall go bath! (:

whao~
what a sporty week!! (:
i watched KOBE BRYANT on wed night~
AND i am goin to watch MY LIVERPOOL ON SUNDAY!!
THEY ARE HERE IN SINGAPORE! AND I AM GOIN TO SEE THEM TOMORROW! AT CLARK QUAY! HAHAHA.. YES!
MY LIVERPOOL IS HERE.. WHOOO. FEEL SO CLOSE TO THEM!!
okie.. pardon me for the anxiety..

i m goin to wear my red red colour shirt..
to support my LIVERPOOL!!hehe.. so happy!!!

LIVERPOOL JIAYOU (:

whao...

life have been so shuang...
no work.. no worries..
no need to have the thought that ** sian.. got work tomorrow**
hehe! FREEDOM (:

i can do wad i wan..
meet up with bballers..
go out to buy stuff.
do somethin meaninfull! (:
haven use my brain for 2 weeks alr!! hehee
but dun worry.. is not malfunctionin.. (:

hmmm.. abt uni stuff.. is kind of botherin me now..
who ask me din do well.. sigh..
but is okie..
thanks for somebody who told me this.
" jus remember tht if u know exactly what you wan and wan suits you, everything will be safe. cos you are doin yourself good. you know wad you wan.. and you will work hard for it. "
thankyou for tellin me this.. (:
i have learn to face the obstacles waitin infront of me.
though i know when time comes, i would wan to return back to my comfort zone..
BUT i also know. if i conqure these obstacles.. there is wad i wan infront! (:

(: i dun wan july to end so fast.. cos i am really enjoyin myself..
with the people around me.
with you..

LIVERPOOL IS COMING!! WHOOOOOOO (:

june has arrived...
half yeaar had gone...
wad have i done?
enjoyin life??? nahhh..
workin like the endless route..
contract ending soon!!!
i am going to enjoy myself!!!
i promise i am goin to enjoy myself!!!(:

life wasnt very bad ..
it have been great!
i have been doin things that i wan to do..
pei-ing the people i love.. n i wish i can be there for long..
meetin up wih my friends.. ah ma birthday~
earning money $$$ for my future..!
(: contented!

this would be a short post.. cos i am tired!!!! (:

p.s. i am doing something that i love most! (:

feelings..

why do ppl have long lasting friends..

why some friends can go thru all the difficulties.. 

and still be tgt as friends..

while some jus cannot..

perhaps is the difference in ppl.. 

okay..not that i din tried..

i tried.. i gave chances..

i hanged on..

but too much diff..

too scary to go on..

the prob doesnt lies with u.. 

the prob doesnt lies with me either.. 

cos nobody is perfect......

we tried.. but guess mayb we are too similar..

there is always prob..

but we nv say it out..

jus tot it will be solved..

some was.. but some wasnt..

friend.. i jus wan to say... 

u will always be my friend.. 

cant be close..

but i will still noe wad u are thinkin.. 

how are u.. hows ur life.. (:

happy for u.. be there for u.. 

(: 

u had changed my life.. and i really dun wan to lose u as my friend..

i know i wont.. (:

jiayou my friend!

i miss you noe.. 

how life everybody??

my life was good!(:
really enjoyin some part of my life and draggin the other parts of it. (:
try spending 24 hours with ur love ones..
u will enjoy it! (:

tired.

workin and stuff.
my heart jus cant stop beating..
tmr gonna work again..
i need to find somethin purposeful to do..
so that i wont waste the time down the drain..

gfvneub;rgjnlreugnlaefva;eugfhvalreurgbalebvalrebvliealr

sorry.. i am very tired now. ):

life is changing.

today i finally took a leave.

super tired alr. 

today leave. tmr off.

i got 2 days to rest.

(:

feel like i have lost contact to the outside world.

everyday jus revolve around work.

i dun wan. i wan to have life.

meet up with old friends. 

play ball with them.

all these i haven been doing..

time really seems not enough...

university.

everybody is anxious abt it. 

cos is like the next phase of our life.. 

it determine where we will be goin. 

which direction we are facing.

but i miss school. 

i miss everybody. 

i miss the past.

hmmmm.. is time to meet up with them. catch up with them (:

i promise i will do that! 

korkor!

one more week and u are free!

(but i wont be)

anw. we can do alot alot of things..

i miss talk to you.. 

seriously..

last seen you: THURSDAY!

tham.

u are the one that i miss alot.

really alot.

i think we need 2737234692367493274623979786473 days to catch up everythin in our life.

and we will. 

last seen you:NTU OPEN HOUSE 

xuyuan.

i noe i jus work opp u.. 

haha.. but we very very long nv see each other alr. 

dun worry. 

i will add more colours into your life.!

(:

last seen you: RESULT RELEASED

girlfriend.

haven seen u for a long time too!!

i mentioned u here!!

do i get some adding up on %%%%???

(: u jiayou too k! 

last seen you: RESULT RELEASED

ah ma.

i will be no. one!

HAHAHAHA.. 

u wait and see..

and will msg u every now and den!

last seen you: NTU OPEN HOUSE

buddy.

i miss you. 

i know u miss me too!

last seen you: DINOSAUR AGES

captain.

i miss your silly actions.

eatin lemons..

miss talkin to you..

miss playin ball with you.

last seen you: NTU OPEN HOUSE

moh.

our talk time.. 

i think take the lowest price plan from singtel also enough.

:P very long nv talk to you alr....

but i heard news abt u from kor!

last seen: NTU OPEN HOUSE

bao.

(: i noe u are fine.

thanks alot for everythin u have done. 

really appreciate it.

the call from you after result release speaks all.

thanks alot.

last seen: RESULT RELEASED

joyce.

happy for you that u did well(:

we will go down for trainin tgt soon(:

last seen: NTU OPEN HOUSE

yosin.

my long lost friend.. 

when are we goin to play ball tgt????

last seen: RESULT RELEASED

wileen.

friend. how are you??

i very very very very long nv talk to you alr.

miss talk to you....

last seen: RESULT RELEASED

zaza.

banana! jiayou for your work okie!

i noe u can endure past it!

(:

lets meet to eat pastamania.

but first. think we need to go joggin right?

last seen: ONE DAY ON THE WAY TO WORK.

peak.

hello peh. 

becareful at tioman!(:

kind of miss your craziness...

poor kids and ur sch...

(:

last seen: NTU OPEN HOUSE.

and my long lost friends...

nisa.

hope everythin is goin right for you.

(: i wish for the best for you.

and hope u will be happy everyday. 

liverpool rocks!!=P

ah le.

another friend that i miss alot..

glad that u are studyin nw.

jiayou okie.

u need help. i will be there. (:

ms.

happy for u that u have slimmed down.

(: and i noe u are strong enuf to move on. 

gal. pls take care of urself k..

(: i miss you..

for the above all.

last seen: ???

i miss you guys.

whoever had change my life and influence me.

i really miss you guys.